Although I’m No Geologist; Blackout Lust; Crossing a Bridge; Fugitive; I Feel a Tremendous Peace

Although I’m No Geologist

Hiking high in the glacial mountains

to the places of black streams and black pools,

no vegetation

obsidian or shale, gray as dry-black as wet

round freshwater bowls offering

pure black

red dust whirling on the surface,

such a deep basin

you may crawl carefully down the steep polished sides

then slide in easily, even dive if you dare

the water feels so good

for there’s no way out

when you’re all wet

you can’t climb back up the smooth rock

just slip back down constantly

and the never-ending rain

starts to fall.

Here I am

stuck forever, baby,

in your teary basalt eyes.

Blackout Lust

bad storm outside

crash and blam, static

electric breaking glass

I’m cranky and chilled

don’t want babies or women around me

don’t want singers or frightened people

is it okay if I just don’t

watch anything

But I’m inside

they’re banging the big pans

in the kitchen

the onion and garlic pans

march ever onwards

the recipes all mistaken

taste like rot with bile

sauce and nobody cares

But I’m hidden in my bedroom

under the covers finally

like a turtle victorious

peace draws my head

out of this world

into its own place

where I’m bothered

by the storm

But dry.

Crossing a Bridge

down in the mountain stream

the rubble and rumble

of boulders and logs

run-off time:

a boar’s head

a huge fish, bones and head

a bicycle tire

someone’s dirty underwear

ducks that cannot swim and tip

through such caramel flow

in lewd slow-mo

my eyes closed

I grasped at the slick

plastic wand for a handhold

such a stagnant tangy odor

over a harsh growl

strange young men came in

naked, grinning

calling my wife’s name

later we left the wooden bridge behind and walked

into a safe and new town elsewhere.

Fugitive

I was given a room at the religious retreat center, one of many many rooms

I’ll show you the way, it’s down here, on this floor, through the kitchen, through these other rooms

it’s at the end of the hall, on the right, it’s mine, the last room on the right

at the end of the long hall, past all the other meditators and whatever, I don’t mind

my study, visit me if you like

you can come in from outside too, it’s small but adequate, almost empty

last room on the right

among the monks and burnt-out theologians.

I Feel a Tremendous Peace

You have not said the words yet, you may never will

But you have snipped the puppet strings

The white doves storm over Saint Peter’s square

Clouds shoot spotlights where lovers ought to stand

The universe wants more lovers and says so with odors

I’ll take my tea so slowly today with chestnut honey

Write you two lines then cross them both out

The sun on my hair will make me look younger

And more handsome than I’ve ever been

As if my life, everything good, begins today.

E. Martin Pedersen, originally from San Francisco, has lived for over 35 years in eastern Sicily where he teaches English at the local university. His poetry has appeared most recently in Ginosko Literary Journal, Abstract Magazine, Neologism Poetry Journal, Poesis, Thirteen Myna Birds. Martin is an alum of the Squaw Valley Community of Writers. His collection of haiku, Bitter Pills, has just come out. He blogs at: https://emartinpedersenwriter.blogspot.com