The Terror Trilogy

A Poem for My Love

A new love has entered my life
I kiss him in the morning
We meet for breakfast, lunch and dinner
He comforts me
He calms my nerves better than any warm bath
My rock
 He’s always there for me
Never judgmental
He never cheats 
Even though his kisses are cold
They keep me warm
He tucks me in every night
Hugging me ever so tight
He whispers in my ear,
 Sweet dreams love, and good night
I have several different names for him
Some I like better than others
He always answers my call
Tonight, I address him by my favorite one.
I gently whisper 
Sweet Dreams, Gin.
A Rocky Romance

I miss you desperately.
Like Pacino, Poe, Hemingway,
I need you.
Your wet kisses
Are intoxicating
I am dizzy whenever you are near
You always seem to calm my fears
Yet here we are
You have betrayed me
Like everyone else, 
I must work for your love
You should not be so expensive
We used to be happy together
I always was enough
 just to be with you
I was satisfied
 and so were you
And now, it takes more and more
To satiate both of us
Who changed?
 Was it you or me?
Still, I don’t know what I would do
Without you.
How can I face the world?
Naked, Unprotected
 No weapons and no armor
Just me.
When I have never been enough
Goodbye, My Love

I always thought these words
would choke in my throat forever.
Now, I smile when I say them.
I marvel at the peace I have in your absence.
Things seem to make so much more sense.
Without you in my life.
I said” I do” to you so long ago.
Thinking I would always be your wife.
But forever was a dream for us
And reality was a nightmare
I asked so many times: Don’t you care?
Toward the end, you were so cruel
You played the loving mate
And I played the fool
Believing your lies
Asking myself how, when, and why
Did I wind up in this self-made prison?
Always running, 
but going nowhere
Until, one day, I realized
You were murdering me
Each day
Slow, but steady
But I was not ready
To go yet
I realized that I wanted to do more, see more
And you would never let me
So, I had to let you go
We both held on tight
Even though we knew,
 our love was not right
I cried for the loss of your constant companionship
For my pride, money, and self-respect that you had taken
And for the person I became with you

After all this time
I can still hear your soft whisper in my ear
As you say, you are still mine
Yet, I know all your lies
And I say, not today
You walk away
Unsatisfied, And I say, nice try
Life is too good without you
I no longer need you
Goodbye

Lisa Lawson was born in Detroit, Michigan. She is a former elementary school teacher and graduate of Wayne State University. Currently, she is a fulltime writer. As a domestic violence and sexual assault survivor, she frequently explores these topics in her work. She currently resides in New Baltimore, Michigan with her son. Lisa can be found on Instagram @godswarrior623.